Oh god not been here for about 3 years!! many apologies lovely people, life has been insane lately! battling with too much work as usual, while planning a trip to new york in the summer (if we ever get round to booking the flights...), while planning my 18th birthday in like 3 weeks wooo and all the other stuff! was out last night on the booze in a somewhat slutty outfit haha, was all rock and roll love yas! xxxx

That's a song by the Raconteurs I'm obsessed with. Everything's groovy here, flipping freezing and raining (in August. AUGUST) and my parent have been away for 6 days now, trust them to go away during a terror alert. Sigh. Well hopefully they will be able to fly back. Results in 4 days, I'm so so so terrified. Good things will not happen. Had a party on friday which was totally awesome, everyone had a cool time, there were suspicious cocktails, 19 year old Marines and film directors, shopping channels, Big Brother, lots of tea made by the lovely Ellen and much madness. Fab nite

STEADY, AS SHE GOES BY THE RACONTEURS
Find yourself a girl, and settle down
Live a simple life, in a quiet town

Steady, as she goes
Steady, as she goes
So steady, that she goes

Your friends have shown a kink in the single life
You've had to much to think, now you need a wife

Steady, as she goes
So steady, that she goes
Well here we go again
You found yourself a friend
That knows you well
But no matter what you do
You always feel as though you tripped and fell
So steady, that she goes

When you have completed what you thought you had to do
And your blood's depleted to the point of stable glue
Then you'll get along
Then you'll get along

Steady, as she goes
So steady, that she goes
Well here we go again
You found yourself a friend
That knows you well
But no matter what you do
You always feel as though you tripped and fell
So steady, that she goes
Steady, that she goes

Settle for a world, neither up or down
Sell it to the crowd that has gathered around
Settle for a girl, neither up or down
Sell it to the crowd that has gathered around

So steady, that she goes
Steady, that she goes
Steady, that she goes
So steady, that she goes
Steady, that she goes
Are you steady now?
Steady, that she goes
Are you steady now?
Steady, that she goes
Are you steady now?
Steady, that she goes
Are you steady now?
Steady, that she goes

Watching: Fight Club and Corpse Bride
Reading: Jack Kerouac On the Road and The Linnet Bird
Listening: Nelly Furtado Maneater and Kasey someone True Colours

Well hello again, thought I'd give a progress report on everything.

Mood wise I'm very happy, having a "Life is GOOOOD!" kinda time, because I'm not stressed about anything, getting on with everybody, chilling kinda way. And all the depression stuff is totally over, life's too busy now! And it's suuuuuuuuuuuuummer which is just an awesome mood upper. I do actually have a tan this year shock horror (I'm legendary for my paleness) but have tan marks which sucks.

Exams were kinda hmmmy, could be better, could be worse. Hopefully better. Thank god they're over though! Just the 14 books I have to do over the summer left then....

Artwise, well kinda can't be bothered at the mo, feel like I wanna do something soon, need to think about it...

In exciting news not only am I a House Prefect but also have arts colours! That's like a recognition of services to arts type thing, mine was for drama.

Done looooads of walking recently so fairly knackered still, need to get fit for gold d of e real next year!

Anyway still hope you're all ok, I fear I deleted like all my other messages cos it was 1,600 and I was never going to get through them, so sorry. See ya!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Yes hello I am still alive!! Well I have got rid of the three million trillion bazillion things I had to do and have little else to do now so I thought I'd return. Exams were fun NOOOOOOOT but at least they're over, less than a month to results argh! oh well..... Plus Cader camp, Gold d of e, so that's a couple of near mountains, miles of walking etc... it's all good anyway! so hi everyone, hope you're all well and enjoying summer. loves ya xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Wow I haven't done one of these in ages... Well in case some of you guessed by my commenting I'm back from Rome, I might put a few photos up soon. My time seems to be becoming a rapidly rare commodity nowadays, I'm meant to be revising as I have AS levels soon including doing a play which i have to learn lines for and I have sooo much stuff going on that I just always seem to be either busy or too tired to do anything, so I apologise for all the 558 deviations I haven't seen, I just don't have the time or energy and I dunno if I will. It might just be a few random then deleting the rest, we'll have to see. If anyone really wants me to see specific ones please tell me and I will. But yeah having a major stuff overload.... So it might be a while before I am on properly. Plus loads of my friends are leaving or never on so that kinda sucks I miss them all (though I see them at school so it's alright). But still. Life sucks don't it? Haha take the bitter with the sweet I suppose...